Why did I create this blog?
My life took an unconventional path, particularly since 2017. Over time, I realized that some of these experiences—both challenges and awakenings—might be worth sharing. I've long wanted to open up about my inner journey but couldn’t find the right format.
During my epic January 2025´s month, I decided to stop searching for answers and instead surrender to inspiration, trusting it would come at the right time. And it did.
Winter, when nights stretch longer than daylight, always brings a deep sense of connection for me, especially with the Moon. On the New Moon of January 29th, I heard a gentle whisper—a calling to create this blog and share my journey.
Who am I?
I’m Audrey, a French woman currently living in Luleå, a city in northern Sweden where I settled in April 2023.
In 2017, during a period of intense personal and professional challenges, I began exploring alternative therapies, starting with kinesiology. Gradually, I opened myself to the unseen—sensing the presence of ancestors and feeling the invisible threads connecting us to something greater.
Despite this awakening started, life continued to be turbulent. In November 2018, I left my job in the French public administration to work as a freelancer. What followed felt like a wild roller-coaster ride, with moments of both wonder and despair, as I kept searching for clarity about my true path but found no clear answers. I feel like I've been on a roller coaster ever since. Hence the title of this blog!
For years, I believed others knew better what was right for me, which led me into some chaotic experiences in 2020, particularly during the Covid-19 lockdown. That year brought both a profound spiritual awakening and a source of deep confusion as I struggled to discern what was right for me.
By the end of 2020, I reached a breaking point. “Enough is enough,” I told myself. Desperate to heal, I explored countless therapies, hoping for a magical solution to save me and guide me forward. At the same time, I kept searching for my "dream job."
While none of these paths led to instant answers, each step taught me valuable lessons. Along the way, I traveled to places that inspired profound inner growth—Corsica, Wales, Iceland, and the Nordic countries among them.
But in January 2025, I realized my external search had to stop. My mind wouldn’t quit overthinking, constantly seeking solutions outside myself. That epiphany marked a turning point. I finally understood that the path forward lay in reconnecting with my inner self, both my human and divine self, and looking inward for answers.
This blog chronicles my ongoing journey—navigating life's roller coaster with faith, vulnerability, and acceptance.
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